The End

No, it’s not the end of my blog. It’s the end of my life.

So much has changed within these past few days. With just one piece of news, my whole world changed. Sobriety set in and made its home within. My heart is bitter.

Now I just spend my time gaming in front of the computer, trying to leave this blasted world. Those who know me know I don’t game. Even shopping deosn’t thrill me anymore. Thinking that I may waste any needed money turns me away from shopping. Holidays… I don’t look forward to it anymore. Only to go home, and be at peace. Trips? I have nobody to go with. I have been replaced. I am not blind. It doesn’t matter anymore. Nothing does. I could rage on that it is unfair! And that no one cares! But what’s the use? My life has been torn apart. Every aspect is breaking down. There’s nothing left.

Mom… I would give my life just to know that you will be alright. Nothing else matters.

Does anybody hear my silent cry?

 

TAHAN

Still no cake for me. 4 more submissions… 2 tmrw, 1 on Thurs, 1 on Fri. Or izzit 2 on Thurs? Going crazy already… HELP!

T____T

Craving cake… I want to eat chunks of cake…

I am just starting my MI assignment… Gotta pass it up on Weds, the poster needs to be done by tmrw so that i can print it out. How on earth do u finish Motion Graphics in Flash in less than a day? @@

Help me God…

I want I want I want…

Latest cravings:

I want to eat fruit cake. (@@ I’m suprised myself.)

I want to eat durian cake. (But it’s not the season..T_T)

I want to go to Camerons and eat strawberries and strawberry lollies. (Cannot go cannot go…T_T)

I want to go home to eat my mom’s cooking. ( I can’t go home just yet…T_T)

I want to shop like crazy before going home to eat my mom’s cooking. (No money le…T_T)

I want to be at KL at night and take my time to see the nightlife and beautiful sights. (No car…take bus have to rush…T_T)

I want to go to Petaling Street and buy a pocket watch. (I’ve been wanting it for nearly a year…T_T)

I want to go to Sunway Lagoon and play on the water slides. (But my discount tickets have expired…T_T)

I want to go to Kinokuniya in KLCC. (No good books to buy…T_T)

I want to buy wool… I want to go to Taipan… I want this I want that… So greedy. =.=ll

Haiz.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

How can you people be so careless???!!!

First my spoon is missing, now my fork! It’s not just about the utensils, these were the ones my parents used when they just got married!!!! It’s been in my family for more than 10 years and now 1 of my housemates OR ppl that came to our house lost them! ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I feel like screaming. You can’t get these type of utensils anymore in the market. And even if you could it’s just not the same! Those were my parents’ stuff. MY PARENTS’. I just don’t understand how people can be so careless even when using other people’s things! If it’s your own then that’s your own fault la, but can’t you be more careful when you’re using other people’s stuff????

I lost my spoon when they had their steamboat party and I was out. I still remember, they put their stuff outside the house FOR DAYS after eating and nobody wanted to wash the damn dishes cos everybody said they didn’t eat from those bowls and plates! Their mentality is “it’s not mine, why must i wash?” HELLO!!! After having a steamboat which you all agreed to, can’t you at least chip in and help wash the dishes?? In the end those dishes had spores on them. SPORES! KULAT! Lagi nobody want to clean. It was during that period of time my spoon went missing.

Now it’s my fork’s turn to go missing. I wonder if they accidently threw it out it their polisterene package after eating. ARGHHHHHH!!!! Sometimes I just can’t wait to get out of this house! All I ask is abit of CARE while using people’s things! Is that too much to ask??

And oh, did I mention my soup spoon went missing too? So basically, i’m left with a tea spoon and a pair of chopsticks. I’m keeping these in a plastic on my table.

Part 2

Sorry if i was practically yelling earlier. I’m still upset and disappointed though. But I guess people are more important than “heirlooms”.

Also, CG was super great and once again we lived up to our name; Geloto. Thanks guys (and girl). It was really fun. Thanks for celebrating my birthday too.:D It’s been a long time since my birthday got celebrated among friends.

Party out~

PS: I’m thinking of switching over to blogspot as it’s much easier putting up photos there. Otherwise, quite dull la.